1. |
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you're the first one that i cared
i only want to think about your pleasure
my appalling thoughts cannot compare
i only want your laughter and your leisure
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2. |
care
02:30
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i know you never care
and i know 'cause i only care because you do
for me this is all there is
this is all that's left
and this is all i'll be
in darkrooms everything's allowed
but i am too shy - thought it really dawned on you
and you are never there
and i still don't care
i'll never try because
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3. |
in a silent way
03:26
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in the hallway mirror
i see me sweat and cross my arms
in a silent way
i sat there comfortably undone
please don't wake me
as long as i dream you exist
from spring to spring
races run the rivers and me
oh great silence
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4. |
sketches
02:29
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found some stuff
you left on my bed
some terrible stains
can i tell
i'll probably drink myself to death
maybe even leave some sketches for the others
different signs
on my dear bed
some say it was the lights
how do they know
and naively i lead myself to death
can you not know, of all people
different signs on my dear bed in
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5. |
bad poetry
02:19
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how can i seem so silly
it's been ages since i felt okay
sing to me, with your soft trembling voice
your shimmering thin tone
they've called me the happiest man
but my old smiles don't mean nothing now
laughing at your jokes
falling for your gestures
i always find small crappy windows
that leave some air in
i am drunk and i am leaning
on towers of breeze
that are falling
and floating in space
between my awkward jokes and gestures
i hear you talking to me
repulsing, but you're all i need
and simple words that i write
are worse than the bad poetry
you read
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6. |
riverrun
02:00
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in here slip
a few rays of sunlight
i've slit some parts
on the window's cupboard
it's been years
since i last stood down
i lay still
and i can't control my own mind
i rarely care though
all matters is my words
and some papers on the sheets
on my bed
empty, ripped i've filled
all the ones with
the junk my thoughts are
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7. |
sleep
03:42
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be serene
i wish that every night would come
when it comes i always hate the way it does
but i'll wait
until it's over
and i'll never find a thing to do
all those memories of mine
my desires i'm depressed
no reason no time
last time you saw the sunlight
the moonlight or any other light
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8. |
found your letter
03:57
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the clouds fall on top of each other
dark blue intertwined with the yellow
it's like i'm hoping to live
with somebody else's depression
i can, i guess she only clings to anyone
who's not so into her - for the first time
touch me or not, it happens to be the one and the same
i walked into the room, and found your letter,
unopened on the floor
it occurred to me that i wasn't the one,
left there, deserted
i sorta recalled your voice
come to think of it:
i sat there on the chair, in the night,
and thought of nothing.
why am i even here
i wish i could dance
i wish i could sing
the skin's side likes the inside
the inside likes the skin's side
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9. |
disdain
02:01
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appreciate the distances
this final time
always running
from here to their room
i've stood so many times
in that window
looking out
for bits of smoke
may god pay you back
and suddenly in my fingers; you
i'll cover my eyes
in disdain
i guess that settles it
go get what you want
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10. |
video
03:49
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are you still writing?
I remember that time
that we drove with your mother’s car
to our neighborhood.
you said you liked my words.
I remember writing
pretentious things and lousy things,
just to touch your mind.
I thought I did somehow,
but since then we've fallen through,
leaving always for the other side of the pavement.
does it bother you like me?
turning on all points alike.
can I see you soon?
are you making movies?
do you confide in time machines?
like older men who cannot understand their memories.
do you even care?
about anything other than your stupid face,
your pretty face is all I ever cared.
it doesn't bother you like me.
am I just some frames
in your video?
and my teeth (They're all crooked).
and my toes (They're all blistered).
all of my thoughts (seem so twisted),
right now.
am I just some frames
in your video?
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11. |
gait
02:18
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lover i don't play to win
i just sometimes think that you exist
and in the thrill of the chase
i get so lost in your embrace
fuckless penniless
i cannot recognise me
i can't find a single inch
of my existence i respect
i can't shape your face in my mind
i can't put your body to mine
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12. |
bellyn
05:37
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bellyn i saw you last night
you were smoking by the classroom door
i think i sometimes wonder
how soft that cigarette feels between your fingers
bellyn i am sorry when you look down on me
i am perished
i wrote down "I'm boring" on two sheets of paper
and threw it in your letter
i'm glad that you've left me; there, deserted
i slipped it under your carpet
bellyn i thought about removing the cigarette traces off my fingers
i don't wanna be like you anymore
i don't wanna be like you anymore
i must've seen you falling for him
motions are emotions
and motions are crossed
motions are crossed
lover, come back to me
lover, come back to me
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